Dreamer through day and night

I feel alone. I feel like I have nothing although I have so much. But all I really want is a dog to be my friend, to be company, to love and take care of. I had a dog but she passed away about 2 months ago she was 18years old, just a bit older then me. She got older as I got older and I never got to really appreciated having a pet until I was old enough to want to take her walking, but at that point she could barely walk and was going blind. I miss her but I know now she is happy and out of pain. No im not trying to replace her with another dog but I think it is time to move on, but I will always remember her as my sister, friend and protector.  xo

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